Chapter 2: Blue-Haired Freak Show
“What’s the craziest thing you have ever done for love?”
When J saw this question posted at a forum, she shared her experiences. Of course, an ugly, jealous freak show judged her for what she did. The same group of wannabe nuns seemed to always judge her no matter what she did.
J answered, “I have gambled my rent money before because I was wanting to get some quick cash and not have to borrow from other people. I knew the risks anyway.”
Of course since it didn’t work out the way J wanted to, people had something to say about her gambling. If J had won a million dollars would some people still be saying shit? They’d want her money. That was the ugly truth about gambling.
In particular, there was a poster named Dick. Dick thought “she” was the most clever “unwitty” poster making a parody title of J’s post “A realization: I’m too nice.” Dick made a post called, “A realization: I’m a Dick.” This is why Blue-Haired Freak Show is called Dick, because she wants to be one! :)
J often noticed a lot of things about people who always judge her actions as if they wouldn’t do what she did if they were in her situation, they have their own issues that they take out on her. It’s easy to say what you wouldn’t do when you’re not in a situation to say that you would or wouldn’t do something. If the situation actually happens and you desperately wanted to see the one you love, how far would you go?
Who was this Blue-Haired Freak Show calling her an idiot for that and saying all these crude things?
Was that a man or a woman, even? J couldn’t tell what gender this poster was.
Ew, at that Dick was in a relationship with somebody! J often wondered who would put up with such wanna-be “self-righteous do-gooders” who seem to love knocking people when they’re down already?