“Oh my, God! I went two whole days without calling him, texting him, snap chatting him, nothing,” I excitedly tell my BFF while we are shopping. This is a big accomplishment for me considering I always share every single thought with him that’s ever on my mind and I don’t hold back. Why does this boy have to be hundreds of miles away from me? I shouldn’t have to do all this to be with someone, but for him, I would.
“You’re lying. See I told you to stop contacting him for a while a long time ago. He might message you if you don’t contact him,” she laughs.
Doubtful. I went two weeks cold turkey a while back without saying anything to him and he still didn’t message me back. She says I need to wait longer. If I hadn’t messaged him he’d be trying to really talk to some other girl. He’s going to miss me I told him before I know he must miss me for calling me that one night a few weeks ago and sending me a cute pic, too. That’s a lot coming from him after he didn’t respond to me for a long time. I know he misses me I wish he would tell me his real feelings.
“I swear on everything I haven’t sent him anything in the past few days. I used to blast his phone morning, noon, and night, then it went down to three messages at night, then to one message, now none at all. I really wish he would meet me because I want to ask him in person what was the look on his face every time I would send him these 40 fantasy texts a day, 20 calls a day,” I giggle. I know this is not exactly funny right now, but hopefully in the future when we are together we can laugh at these bad times for us. This question would only work in person. I want to see the expression he makes.
“He was probably like: ‘This girl is really crazy. Where did she go? She hasn’t messaged me all day. I know it’s not over. She’s going to pop up soon,'” my BFF imitates what she thinks he’s thinking.
I can’t stop laughing.
“I really want to know what his friends think if he’s with them when I message him. I have a feeling he’s going to message me on Christmas. He’s got to. He’s gonna see a mistletoe and wish I was there underneath it to kiss me,” I dream.
“Aw. Christmas, you really think so? He will message you then. His friends are probably like who is that texting/calling your phone all the time? I sometimes turn my phone on silent so they might not hear it ringing,” she says.
“I don’t know, every time I have a master plan it never works the way I want. I’m hoping if I completely stop contacting him until he says something on Christmas, hopefully he will. He’s got to wish me a happy Christmas! He wished me a happy birthday back in February,” I cross my fingers.
“No, that’s too soon from everything. I have to wait longer than that. He’ll be spending it with his family I bet,” I predict.
“He can still message you, though,” she nods.
“Yeah, I know, but I’m not going to expect it on Thanksgiving,” I sigh.