I’m not sure why I’m upset with getting fired for falling for my supervisor…sure it seemed shitty at first but hey, I got a better paying job, one that’s closer to my apartment, and something that has to do with music, which is more along my skills, even if it is still factory work.
Did I really want to stay and get paid $8.50 seeing someone every day knowing I couldn’t be with him, or go where I am now getting paid $9.25 an hour and starting fresh?
Why am I still letting this get to me? I’m my own therapist/psychiatrist, I like to figure things out until it turns me blue.
I was just saying to a friend the other day, I’m surprised he hasn’t blocked me on Facebook yet when I first messaged him. I knew he’d be stalking my page once he found the link to it to see what I say on mine I guess. I wonder if he went through my pictures. This morning I was still able to go to his page to check up on him, and about an hour ago, I saw that he had blocked me, Lol. He’s so predictable and I totally called it. I knew I wouldn’t get a response, because things I said didn’t even really need a response, just acknowledgement.
Did he really think I was going to say anything more to him? I said all that there needed to be said.
He’s lucky I’m really not some psychotic person, just an emotional one. If I was truly psychotic, I’d do things with all my might to get him fired from there for what he did. It was borderline cheating and they tried to act like it was only coming from me. He knew what he did was wrong, that’s why he got me fired from there. If he didn’t do anything wrong, he would have still kept me on and just ignored it and let me quit on my own. Haha, so I found the link to his girlfriend’s page and I could easily tell her if I was really psychotic.
Honestly, though, they truly will never forget me. I was one-of-a-kind in there. My friends that still work there who keep in touch with me say there’s a whole new wave of new people and none are like me. I bet they’ve never worked with a college-educated Asian American woman who’s dedicated to her work only let her emotions get to her. I bet. I sure as heck bet he’s never been hit on in there by someone like me, either.
I think the staffing company gave me a better job so I wouldn’t want to do anything vengeful. Something good DID come out of this whole ordeal. Soon, I’ll be making more than him.