I finally got Cinderella I, II and III. I’ve watched them all in a row. I like the movie’s idea of what true love is. You’ll just know by the touch of someone’s hand. Not even evil magic could get in the way of erasing someone’s memories and you’d remember the touch. It doesn’t matter how much time has passed or how little.
I can only imagine how it would feel pressing the palm of my hand against my true love’s hand, but I’ll never get to find that out. At what point do you tell yourself to settle for someone since I never seem to get who I want when I try to move on? I know in my heart who my true love is; if only he gave me the chance to see him in person then I could prove to him I wasn’t that crazy when I confessed everything. He would know by the touch of my hand. Instead, he wants to pretend like I don’t exist and anyone else after him would already be settling anyway.
The one person who makes me forget about how depressed I’ve been over someone all year is in a relationship that I’m not going to do anything about. What I’m hoping is eventually after some time has passed, he will break up with his girlfriend or she will break up with him for other reasons and I wouldn’t have anything to do with it. If it isn’t one thing, it’s another. Still waiting for the day where I can be with someone single who I genuinely want who wants me back, and not have to jump through hoops to make it happen. Whatever happened to liking someone, letting them know, hanging out for a while then starting to officially date?